How is this possible? I promise I barely blinked for a milasecond and look what happened:

This feels like yesterday (more like 3 years ago)



when actually this was just last week



Good heavens!!! This week has been rough. My baby turned 5 last month and I'm still reeling from that. Now my oldest baby will be 9 next week? It's not possible that I have a 9 year old. And I was reminded that in 9 more years she will be 18. I want to just curl up in a ball, cry and make a wish to a genie to make them my babies again.

PS: I do not purposely torture myself with these videos. Carley does! She loves to play on my phone and found that 2 year old video this morning. I have been in tears ever since.